just friends.. as always

"he considers you a very good friend"



i have too many fucking friends.

A Love Triangle So Complicated You Might Think It's From A Movie

Me and one of my best friends like him. He likes another one of our best friends. I danced with him but only after he tried dancing with the other best friend and she completely rejected him because she knows that I like him. I was his rebound but he doesn't know that I was the cause of his rebound. I knew he was hurting and I should have left him alone because now he's more confused than ever. All she wants is for him to not like her. All I want is for him to like me. Love triangles should not exist outside of movies, especially ones this complicated.

"You And Me" --Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

I miss you, life

I understand that my life could be a lot worse than it is. It's just that I always imagined it would be so much better than it is. And so even though I've never really lost anything, I feel like I've lost a life. I've lost a life I never had, and I miss it dearly.

I forget the last time...

Remember a time when I was happy?





...Neither do I.

the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me

Love exists no matter how many times your heart gets broken no matter how many times you feel like no ones there no matter what know this someone loves you maybe you just haven't met them yet or maybe he hasn't realized it yet

i don't care anymore that you're not that person, i just love that you're my friend
<3

Vow of Celibacy

Ok. so a couple of my friends have decided to take a vow of celibacy. by celibacy i'm not talking about sex (although that is included), i'm talking about guys. they are swearing off of guys completely from now until christmas (well one of the two has decided that her vow will last until she meets someone so its really not a vow of celibacy its just her being single for a while). anyways, i've decided that i think i might join them. see right now im still trying to get over this one guy who i fell really hard for. the problem is he's one of my best friends and he's completely in love with another girl. but that's not where my problem ends. cause i'm also falling for this other guy. we're just friends and we're not that close but i'm pretty sure he just sees me as the annoying girl who always asks him for answers to hmwk. and really i've just always had horrible luck with guys. so i'm thinking that the best thing for me right now might be to just forget about guys entirely. so i'm going to take the vow of celibacy too. except im going to visit my sister this wknd and get really drunk and ya so im gonna start my vow on monday. and i can't last til christmas so i'm gonna do 60 days so it'll take me to december 15. ya.. i'm going to be sooo bad at this. i'm thinking of starting a new blog just to record the happenings in my life during the next two months. it should be... interesting...

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving everyone! This year I am thankful for true friends. Without them I don't know where I'd be. I don't even know who I would be if I didn't have my friends. I love you guys! Oh and I'm also thankful for coffee. I love you, coffee. <3

"Seventeen Ain't So Sweet" --The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Well she never was the best
At following the trends
Stayed one step above the rest
Even though it seemed
Like the world was crashing on her
Didn't let it hold her down
Didn't hold her back oh no

Don't worry you'll show them

chorus:
There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you let it burn
There's a scream in your voice
And I hope you will be heard
There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you let it burn
Until you're heard, you're heard

Seventeen is just a test
And I would recommend
That you live with no regrets
Even if it seems
Like the world is crashing on you
Shouldn't let it hold you down
Shouldn't hold you back oh no

Don't worry you'll show them

(chorus)

Relax girl, turn down the lights
Or no one can see you shining
Relax girl, it'll be alright
No one can stop you if you try

The point of rhythm is to follow it in time
So listen to the beating in your mind
Remember if you seek then you shall find

(chorus)