Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Dream (a song by me!)

Inside I know that you and me
Are something that will will be.
It's the harsh truth of reality,
So why do I still dream?

Dream of you. Dream of me.
Dream of us, for all eternity.
Dream of your eyes. Dream of your lips.
Dream of your hands, sitting on my hips.
Dream of a whisper. Dream of a song.
Dream of a kiss, lasting all night long.
Dream of the stars. Dream of the sun.
Dream of a life, together as one.

Inside I know that you and me
Are something that will will be.
It's the harsh truth of reality,
So why do I still dream?
Tell me do you ever dream,
That this will be more than a dream?
I dream. I dream.
Why do I still dream?

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

seventeen

happy birthday me! i feel old. not like OLD old but like i've lost my childhood or something. i wish i was ten years old again.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

chiasmus

She helps others; herself she cannot help.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

This sucks

Why does everyone seem to ask "How's your summer going?" And why do I always answer "great!" It's not great! It's not even good! This is how my summer is going... I've barely seen any of my friends. I just started a summer school course that was supposed to take up "more than 8 hours a week". little did i know that "more than 8 hours a week" means 5 times more! i'm working two jobs and between the two of them i rarely have a day off. one of my best guy friends who i've liked as more than a friend for a while now claims that he is in love with some girl i don't know. and my best friend left for scotland today. So when people ask me how I am and i answer "fine", what I really mean is "lonely, stressed, exhausted, heart-broken, and without a best friend" That's how my summer is going. How about yours?