The Last Post (for a while at least)

it seems i only really need this blog when things are really bad, which they're not right now. i kind of miss writing here. i especially miss when my writing was really good instead of just these "complaining about my life" blogs. like back when i was all dark but not desperate. but i definitely don't miss being dark or desperate. or empty. i was empty for a long time. numb. that was me. but now i'm not. now i'm better. but i don't need this blog so much anymore. i guess it's a good thing. anyways, goodbye for now!