Welcome Back, Depression

I swore last time that it wasn't stress from school. It wasn't stress over money. It wasn't heartbreak. It wasn't because I had done something I couldn't bare to face. It wasn't because I had no friends. It wasn't because I had suffered some trauma. It wasn't because my family was far away and I felt like I had no home anymore. It wasn't because of music, movies or books. It wasn't any one of those things. I swore to it. And I still believe it's true. The thing is, I never did figure out what it was. Now it's coming back. And I kicked him out of my life so this time I'm more alone than ever...