Fear the future.

Life is so confusing. The second you think you have everything worked out, something else comes along, completely knocking you off your feet. Decision after decision after decision. They're not all bad. Like choosing your clothes in the morning or what to eat for dinner. But then there are the ones that you just wish someone else would make for you. Like your courses in school or deciding whether or not to take on a second part-time job. The big ones. The ones that could affect your future. Yes I said it: future. That horrible 6-letter word that haunts us all. I think there was a time in my life when i looked forward to the future; now my stomach flops at the mere mention of it. But our lives are all about the future. None of us would really live if we weren't living for something. We are always expecting something in the future, something more, something greater, something. But what is it? And what if it never comes? Will it find us? Or should we be looking for it? How will we know when we've finally found it? There are so many questions, and no one has the answers to any of them. Life is too complicated. Life is so confusing.